aka Big Fat Negative in the infertility world
aka We are not pregnant
Still not sure how I feel. I think it will take more time to sort out but for now here are some thoughts.
Frustration: why can't having a family come easy for once? Why is my body so dysfunctional? Just why in general.
Sadness: I really already grieved for this cycle the Friday we got a lousy report from the lab. I was hopeful after the transfer but seeing the embryos I knew they weren't anywhere near what they were for L's cycle.
Anger: not yet. I'm sure the next pregnancy announcement or next teen mom I see will trigger this.
Future: not sure what that looks like for us. All we know is we are taking a break until we get closer /back to TX. Adoption? Foster to adopt? IVF? Only child? only God knows.
Prayer requests: For peace, contentment, clarity for next steps
Please don't shy away from contacting me or asking questions but at the same time understand I may not be ready to talk. Thanks to you all for supporting us. Much love!
Sunday, November 25, 2012
BFN
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Hey, Abbey. I'm so sorry this wasn't the time for you to conceive. Please know we are thinking about you and praying for you.
Wow... you know, God works in amazing, crazy, mysterious ways. I just clicked on the 'Next Blog' link at the top of my screen and found your blog. Why am I even posting a comment about this? Because I could have written your blog inside and out. I'm an infertility survivor too.
So, I will pray for you, my unknown friend, for God's guidance through your journey. No matter what happens, He will never forsake you, never leave you, never fail you.
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